My mind's all over the place these days. Assignments, tutorials, studies, moot, piles of worries and fears, scared of the future, stressed over financial plans and all. I almost broke down on Wednesday because I felt too much. I felt like everything in life didn't go well. All these things, even the guy that I like haven't kept in touch with me for a long time. I am kind of sad but this is just a small issue compared to my financial worries and study worries.
I am feeling very worried of my bank balance....... today I only have RM 5 in my purse..... maybe I need to be strict of my budgets, but I have always learned that money could come and go, what matters the most is you are happy. I am unsure to what extent should I agree to this principle. Maybe I need to save up some money by fasting next week. This could help me to lose weight plus I have 8 days left of 'puasa ganti', might as well I finish it as soon as possible
So, I decided to take a break from the hectic piles of work. I actually love to read, it's a coping mechanism to me, so I read a book whereby to relate to IP, books are literary works and the author owns this work as long as there is originality, and been reduced to material form. My leisure read was titled 'The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck'. Based on this book, the idea of not giving a f*ck means being indifferent, but being comfortable with being different. To not give a f*ck about adversity, you must first care about something more important than adversity.
I just finished three chapters and looking forward to read more when I am free. I couldn't really review this book because I haven't managed to finish it yet. I hope I could finish this book this weekend since it's been interesting so far. I am always a fan of self-help books!
I am also reading 'Mars and Venus better together', my best friend got this for my birthday the other day, she said I should find a boyfriend and learn how to love. Hahahaha. I loved reading it but let time and fate decide things for me in the context of finding love. I might write about this book next week.